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fuk ye derama

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 28, 2014, 7:12 PM
fuk ye durama

To whomever it may concern,

If you've come all the way here to see me rage about what you've done then forget about it.

I am just surprised at the lengths you would go towards and the amount of effort you have put in to erase my existence, maybe you are a white knight maybe you just genuinely hate my existence I honestly don't give a shit who you are or what you think you represent.

I have lost my family, home, job and most supportive friends all in this time period if you honestly think that this will phase me think again.

But clap clap to you for the effort I hope you feel like you've accomplished something.


Wrong. I just wanted to give this an ending before I go and try to move on with my life.

To everyone else

If you still want to keep in contact with me ask around for my contact details, I will be around. like batman :)

If there is an off chance I recover my personal details I will be only using my Cosplay Page from now on,
I am seriously developing a fear of interaction with people because of all the lengths of hate people can go to online.  
The level of two-faced people can get these days never ceases to amaze me.

But yes,
Thank you for understanding.

  • Listening to: I ACTUALLY
  • Reading: DON\'T CARE
  • Watching: AND DO NOT WANT TO
  • Playing: KEEP UPDATING
  • Eating: WHAT I AM EATING
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verChiRoo Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2014
WATCH YOUR LEGION GROWN (because wow the cosplay world is imploding if your popularity isn't going up) BECAUSE YOU ARE BOMB ASS BITCH
BECOME HEAD OF THE YAKUZA AND CUT THEM DOWN okay maybe don't do that but you get the idea
just keep up your funky flow man, you're seriously doing great
sorry you got involved with the wrong people and so on. hope you can blaze through it and make it out okay. because YOU ARE A COSPLAY KING or queen whatever floats ur boat
good luck good luck good luck bless your soul
yunyun06 Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I've only met you once before and I've followed your cosplaying journey for quite some are an inspiration to a lot of people, and though I am truly sorry for your losses, your strength makes you more admirable. You do not deserve all this hate. And hey, a lot more people are on your side!!
Please stay strong!!
Bahamut-Dragoon Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Daaamn. These people are so mean and awful. Never give up, you have our support. The words behind a computer can make you feel better although the others can broke you, sometimes. But hey ! I know (alittlebit) dat feel since so many years I cosplay, don't forget you are a good person, adorable blahblahblah and keep smiling or whatever, we are by your side: Go ahead, man ! :heart:
m-ichiko Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
We've spoken...maybe once, twice at most, on facebook.  But when it comes to drama and people ruining your life, you made the best choice by ending it and not continuing it.  As for your current situation, stay strong!  Everyone here enjoys your cosplay and what you do (I also enjoy some of your more random facebook posts. They were fun to look at~).  So keep your head high and fight through.  I rarely call myself a "fan" of someone else's work but I think you're maybe one of the two cosplayers I don't personally know who I will talk about to my friends and be like "Go look at his work!!  It's amazing!!"  So yeah.....your fans are supporting you ^^

Just a little comment about the internet:  I Don't know if this drama is with someone you know personally or not, but the internet is a very dangerous place with people who can be really stupid.  Some girl once got all her friends to tell me to go kill myself and harass me because I didn't "appreciate her cosplay advice" when it was just insulting me.  So yeah, with the break between face-to-face communication and the amount of resources to find people's information and really destroy them, it's a risk.  But not everyone is like that though and for those of us who are not, we will continue to support you ^^

(I think this is the most I have ever said to you ever....sorry I am awkward and we don't really know each other or anything >.< I hate people who harass others online's wrong).
Orchid-Queen Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2014
Anyone wanna fill me in on what the hell is going on!?? o.o (I dont check my messages often)
RadenWA Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2014  Student General Artist
All the time and effort he put into dissing you only proves that he has no life. He is envious because you have a life, and you can diss him back by continue having a life. Continue living on and ignore him and that will prove how sad and meaningless his existence is.
Miyukiko Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
I don't really keep up with things so I don't really know what happened, but hope things turn out for the better...! ><;
SangzHime Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
People really got nothing to do with their life than spending time making other people suffer. They're the one that have a sad life....

Keep doing what you love Dat. You have our support :)
icekid12 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014  Student

hi:3 I have no idea who you are, and vice versa, but I just want to let you know I think your work is really awesome :la: and I hope this cheered up your day even a little bit :)


I know how much things can suck :(

Yuni-Bunny Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I am really sorry you're going through this, Dat (is this about those damn anon haters? Should I feed them to the titans? o___o)

 The internet is a very dangerous place, and it makes me mad how cruel people can be too. I am glad you're trying to move past all of this, and I really hope that this will all stop soon. We all might as well create a FB page called "Dat's Army" so we can all gang up together and weed out those little horrible pricks...... And attack their napes :| (I've been playing too much Attack on Titan >.>)  
trowastorm Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
this is a fabulous comment and i agree XD
Nerdychicklol14 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Aw, I really hope things do get better with you ;A; Just have a little bit of hope c:
Ace5262 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014
Just when the Caterpillar thought the world was over, he changed into a butterfly. 
IjiRyushippo Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014  Student General Artist
hope thing's get better
Sumatnam Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014  Student General Artist
Um, we're not friends or anything, but I enjoy your cosplay and...sorry you're going through a rough time. :(

I hope things get better for you soon. :) Maybe taking a few steps back for a bit will help...ur...I don't really know. Just hope things turn around. U,U
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